Fuckin fuck my life. Honestly, I’m so sick of not getting to have any fun. All I do is fucking work or sit at home because its too expensive to even ride around. My moms being a royal bitch over my being bummed that I’m not at the party my graduating class is at right now and she turns it into a big fucking lecture. Yes bitch! I get that I have a shit ton of responsibility due to the fire dept and being so close to graduation, but I’m fucking stressed to the max! I can’t take anymore stress! In the last two weeks I have talked my best friend out of killing himself 2x’s, had him break down bawling on my shoulder and then have him hitting on me a few hours later! I’m busting my ass to make everything work and its all for nothing because whenever I got to do something for ME I get fuckin shot down because I’m not old enough, or its not a good idea, fuck that. I’m soooo beyond done, my good mood that I’ve had all damn day just got shot to hell. Fuck this